E-mails

I don't want to hurt your feelings about that. Hey, my libido got up and left . I hate being "castrated". Not having my womanly ability makes me feel like shit. I am not trying to hurt you about what you cannot control. Apparently I am ignorant of what men do when they go through their changes. I wish I would have fully cooperated with you on whatever it was so that I could have at least fulfilled your fantasies. It is a BIG compliment that you find ugly me at all attractive. I never felt that I was a HOT Chick. I always hated that. Like I said I was bullied alot in school and the good-looking guys never asked me out. I wasn't a cheerleader, or involved in any sports because of my hip. I was always afraid it would cause me to be in a wheel chair. Yeah, I am a sorry fucking bitch. You should curse at me, I deserve it. I am a big piece of shit. OK? Are you happy now.