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The last thing I grabbed when I left home was the Bible. The one translated into American English. I was reading from John, and read about Jesus. I was brought to tears about what he said and what happened to him. When Mike said why are you crying, that is what I said. I said I was reading from the New Testament and when I read the words of Jesus they make me cry. Just thinking about what he went through makes me have tears - some of happy and some of utter distress. Nobody should be able to pay for my sins. I should pay for my own sins. Why allow a perfect, gentle man, a Jewish man, my brother in the flesh really to feel the hurt of Crucifixion? I can't stop crying.....