E-mails

no i am not happy you know that. you are the most disirable women i know you have true natural beauty. the guys back at school were losers .you more than filled my fantesys.you were the best woman i ever had. you are not a piece of shit stop saying that. I am the one who is the piece of shit for treating a lady like you the way i did. i reall dont deserve to be with you. i wish i could turn back time and do it again i would do everything in my power to make you happy and put joy in your heart.being happy and having joy are not the same thing. joy is when god is in your heart. marilyn if you put your faitg in god and our lord jesus christyou will go to heaven. you know he died for our sins and if you believe you will have joy in your heart knowing you are going to heaven (i just heard this from a replay of a billly grahm meeting) the last thing in the world i want is for you to be unhappy. so get with it and move on and make yourself happy i told you many times i will support you on whatever it is you want to do . so dont worry be happy girl