my journal

8/23/09 sunday
Marilyn called me this morning what a way to wake up.I loved it.Something in the way she is talking is bothering me.She says she wants to come home but not right now.I hope she is not coming home because she has no other options. I want her to come home because she loves and wants to be with me.I hope i am wrong.I love her so much and i can feel my heart breaking.I feel i am not her number 1 anymore.