my journal

8/24/09 monday
I talked to marilyn today.It was a good talk.Afterwards i sent hera few love poems.She called me this afternoon and she seemd distant and cold.I think she has changed her mind about her coming home.Ther is nothing i can do.I have done and said all that i can.I have been on my knees begging her to come home.I guess its really over.I am a poor man .All i can offer her is my undieing love and devotion for the rest of our lives.I am very depressed nowShit how long am i going to be on this emotional rolly coaster.